Sad to Be This Way

Yesterday we found out that a friend is due in August. Initial reaction was thankfully genuine - we were really happy for her and her husband. A few hours later though we were feeling pretty miserable. Yes, we bandied about a few 'why's. In the end, we felt pretty sad that we're in this cycle of feeling sorry for ourselves whenever someone we know falls pregnant. Thank God we should be paying a deposit for the IVF soon. It will be something to keep us focused.

Happy Easter

I love Easter! I actually like Easter more than Christmas because it isn't as commercialized. Don't get me wrong, the commercialization of Easter is pretty bad but I am grateful that the true meaning of the season is obvious. We've taken it pretty easy over the long weekend - lots of reading, gardening and of course getting ready for Easter Sunday Mass. I purchased plants for my mom, MIL and SILs. I should have sent something to my brother - perhaps I'll order something online. For our niece, we got her some finger puppets. She really likes them.

Also on Good Friday we received messages from both clinics. The first now has enough info for us to have a conference call with the doctor. The other clinic wants a note from my nephrologist on my blood pressure and that he gives the ok for pregnancy. In both cases, we're ok for mid- August. I guess we'll get to start planning soon!

They're willing to work with us

So while things are literally on hold here at home as we wait for DH's SA results from March, we have thankfully been hearing back from the two clinics in the Czech Republic. Now that they have our files (most of them anyway) from 2008, we have been told that we can do IVF with our own eggs and sperm using ICSI. Now we need to start talking about specifics. I am quite relieved because I honestly thought they would turn us down due to my PKD. In fact, it is looking like thay can't do the PGD for PKD. That didn't surprise me, I'm hardly seeing anything about PGD for PKD.

So tomorrow we're giving our local doctor all of our info so we can bring him into the loop. At some point we're going to have to decide where to go but at this moment, I'm just glad that we have options and can move forward in the near future (counting down from 4 months.....)

Fed Up.....

So DH had his blood tests and SA last week so we thought the urologist would give him an appointment this or next week since he had specifically said not to make an appointment until the test was done. So guess when the appointment is scheduled..... MAY 4th! Can you believe that! A whole month to get test results!!!! This is crazy. I understand that this is the only urologist on the Island but just give him the results over the phone!. I just do not get it. So now I am really irritated. We're closing in on a year since the first urologist visit and the first RE visit and we've gotten nowhere.

On a proactive note, we now have contacted two clinics in the Czech Republic. One in Zlin and one in Olomouc. We've read a lot about both and have read up on them on message boards and initial contact has been good thus far. I hope that we'll start talking possibilities soon. I've been able to send our test results from last summer, including my HSG results and DH's MRI. We don't have DH's SAs from Dec (or the recent one, of course) so I hope it doesn't hold up our ability to consult with the doctor over the phone. i even managed to get my nephrologist file fro last April and October so I am really chomping at the bit to decide what's next. DH and I are leaning towards one more than the other because we can fly out for an examination, I would recieve the drug protocol (and purchase the drugs), DH can leave a smaple to freeze and then we don't have to be there until day 7 of stimming (I'd work with my doctor at home until we left). That way, we'd only be gone for 14 days in Aug/Sept vs. 21 days - which makes a difference when you work for yourself! Our fingers are crossed that all of this will be doable.